5 days left

today i am happy. cos i din wake up to hear my brother on the comp playing fifa. cos i din leave the house hearing my brother's super noisy dota. and for the first time i see both of them mugging. (hah. finally.. after 2 school designated mugging days they are spending the last one in a worthy manner) and i walked in the rain and cold wind today. rocks

weroiu bantrmslk zx

its been more than a week since i blogged. i used to blog much more. oh wells
i watched the last ep of goong today and skipped all the in betweens. i dun like the ending. so i shall not faithfully watch finish the entire series. it is making me very tired and it feels super draggy. it doesnt even feel like an ending to me. was very afraid that there would be no end to the story so i went to watch the last ep directly. i think this is the first time i watch movie/drama go directly to the end cos i was afraid i'd hate the ending. somehow i managed to persist through the other dramas even tho the middle looks quite hopelessly sad. thinks that the xiao lv super poor thing la, he's been suffering and in pain since the beginning right through to the end of the show. haii i was hoping something nicer would happen, turns out everything returned back to the beginning. so dumb aieesh

i wish for a holiday. i hate the feeling of jc life being a time to build up ur resume so u can get into some zai university. i wanna sit at home for these 2 months, go for a holiday far far away with my family, read more chinese books, nice novels, books on birds and wildlife, go on coral walks, work with kids, get the oven to work and make something nice, go kayaking, go skating... xian

i'm freaking myself out.
My internet explorer opens with 2 tabs. One is the SAT registration webpage, and one is the testakers course timetable. The course that i would have to attend to go for SATs on 2nd dec has alredi begun for 3 weeks. but if i sign up now, and they lemme in halfway, i would still have covered everything if i go for the extra help sessions. The registration deadline for the SAT test is 9 days away. meaning i must make my decision fast. the class will cost $1550 more expensive than jex. and if i dun go, i will definitely take longer than less than 1 month to prepare for the SAT. i am in some shit. and piano exam is in 6 days. ><

wahh how were my promos? they were BAAAD!!! lol haii.. life goes on. i'm irritated by today's heat. and i'm irritated by my still very painful throat =< and i'm sick of dragging OP dry run.. but could not be helped. i've slept like half my day away and i still feel like sleeping now. some pig am i. i've finished half the family size bottle of the pi2 pa2 gao1.. and my throat is still dying aaaaaa! can school end like..now.. xian xian xian

ms chuah cheat my feelings.. wen i asked abt my econs she said i did ok.. i was like orh. ok..is as expected is it? cos i was predicted a C for econs. so i thot ok.. the bet i win le. why she say i do ok only.. i think i did well la. can count the position in class so thats very good..considering last time i ish E one. then thats not all. she say she not teaching in j2! aiyoyoyo how can liddat? if liddat my econs ish E again! =< i hope ms chuah can stay. cos i understand it wen she teaches. dunno if will be the same if other econs tchr teach. and wen ms chuah came, i stopped sleeping inclass! and econs sounded less like hindi to me! haii.. ms chuah dun zao!

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Have said too much
But not enough

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all


真的
我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
很不相同
想要说
却还沉默
伸出手
无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走

new specs

haha for those who have been bugging me about my 圆圆 specs, i have finally changed it hahahaha. and ppl's response very funny. i think i must look really comical in my new specs. justina and ruth's first reaction was to laugh. ruth decided i came from outer space. my brother decided i look less like his sister and more geek. jiahui and haojin thot i looked ok and better than last time. me? i decided tt i can see better with my old specs and will have a lower tendency to fall down the stairs in my old specs. hahaha. and the new specs lens very small, and very far from my eyes. so like half my vision is gone lol. and i haf a feeling i look crosseyed in this HAHAHA

service 963 has been as irritating as ever. i had to let 4 buses go before managing to get on one. my brother says its cos i'm not as skinny as him. and he has no problem boarding the 2nd bus that comes along. and my mum very funny.. told both my dad and i to get breakfast. so tml i have a lot a lot of breakfast! lol and because i went to get breakfast and decided to walk back afterwards, i had to inhale that much more hazy air and let a 173 and another 963 pass me. wahhhhhh >=

and today we were looking at flies. small fruit flies. bad for a day with new specs that dun lemme see very clearly. haha so i switched back to my 圆圆 specs so that i can see the flies haha. today then i figured wat exactly were drosophila. i think all the flies u see around food are all drosophila. and they all haf red eyes. except mutants with white eyes and black eyes. and now my fingers smell of flynap haha. not difficult to guess wat that is. despite efforts to keep the flies alive..many were *accidentally* squished and squashed by my cor lorh fingers LOL

today was promo returning day. everyone does well at promos. so it seems like everyone didn't do that well anyway. haha like at CTs, my careless mistakes din seem to make that much of a difference. at promos, every 1 mark makes a lot a lot of difference LOL. aiya. wats done is done. find it a bit over when ppl overreact.. and like dun attend class so you dun get ur paper back cos u dun wanna know how much u got yet? wat's done is done la. its only the promos. no point getting so stressed over promo results.. heh and to all those who have already secured ur 4 As, many rounds of applause should be awarded to you. cos despite promo paper generally being easier than expected (well other than bio which was severely lacking in practice anyway) it is horribly difficult to get the 4th A for the contrasting subject (most being econs). so i have won the bet! haha. wonders if james and justina wans to change terms of bet. 4 As is really quite siao. but then again..RJ ppl are siao ppl ><

For a long time i wanted to blog. i'll go to the dashboard, click create new post and stare at the 2 white boxes staring back at me. xian

anyway promos are over, ca2 is over, open house is over, now its time for practical reports 2 and 3 to be due, time to prepare OP speech (ye i know i a lil slow on this), time to prepare class CIP and time to mug for grade 8 theory exam (ugh..). I hate doing practical reports cos its so tedious. but i like finishing it cos i realise, at the end of it, that i suddenly know wat i'm doing in my pracs. Still happy that we dun haf to do practical reports back in sec 4, when we did exactly the same practicals...

the last open house perf marked the 5th time i'm performing the p2K dance. i think i wun ever ever wanna hear tt song or do tt dance again. i am sooo sick of it. i wonder if dancers ever get sick of performing. and artistes in korea perform the same song so many times..dun they ever get tired of doing the same thing, hearing and singing the same song?..maybe it depends on the quality of the dance? i guess i wun mind perfing a difficult dance more.. things that look difficult and feels better with each time its done. i wonder if there's such a dance..like uhh moto?.. how do u teach people to 自由发挥 for dance? how do u do good freestyling without coping wholesale from past routines..i liked e last version of our open house perf. i think its good to haf variations everytime e same perf is performed. maybe minwoo is like me. dun like to do the same thing all e time, so vary e dance each time its perfed.

monday is promo returning day. i'm not particularly disturbed.. dunno why ppl always cannot slp e day before returning of papers. i always wanna know how well or how badly i did, whether i screwed up worse than i thot, or din do as well as i'd expected. but tts not e point. haha e point is tt i dreamt last nite tt i got my GP paper back. n my GP tutor was cheryl li (HAHA cheryl u reading this?) LOL ye and i got 96% for GP which is how impossible HAHAHAHA i rmb wondering if i read wrongly and its supposed to be 69% (which would haf been really good for me). oh wells i cant rmb how the GP paper was like. if i pass i am happy. i think wats more disturbing is tt monday is 2 practical reports due date..and even tho i've been telling myself to start on e report, i haf barely started. and at this time, not a single report is done. this means i am really quite screwed lol.

today i went ntuc wif my mum. met sau at the fruits section haha. we agreed that we were good girls helping our mums out. haha n somehow ntuc seemed to be filled wif china ppl today. i keep hearing scary chinese all over e place. (rmb how i felt china ppl spk chinese aggressively...) and thr was this woman making a big fuss over the cost of the starfruits or sth liddat. n even said sth abt working at ntuc before (i'm sure!) n knowing guidelines n asking for e manager. wat rubbish. haii they must learn to understand tt in singapore, scammers are hard to come by (unlike at some other place tt they are familiar with..) n in places like ntuc, giant, carrefour, scamming is not possible due to competition. was funny n irritating all at e same time.. tsk tsk

and in the midst of doing my practical reports. i'm wondering why is pUC 18 pronounced as PAK 18. POOK 18 sounds nicer. lol

i'm being horribly random today..

breathe

for the first time in many many days i can breathe and my throat is not horridly painful and at least now i can talk, not like last nite X( haze is bad smog is bad smoke is bad. and wen its hazy madness and people still smoke thats even badder. happy that today i when i walked out of my room i could breathe and i can finally see the trees and birds opposite my house. seems tt this morning the birds were exceptionally loud haha. yay for no more smoke!

dance

i told my dad we did floorwork today. and i showed him my spectacular artworks on my knees. haha his first response was, why so dumb? never wear pads underneath the long pants. i said, i din even wear long pants. and everyone can guess what he said hahaha. i'm quite pleased with my injuries hahaha looks quite pro LOL so long never hurt the knees, forgotten the pain in the bathroom when u have injuries on the knees haha. then in the bathroom screaming away LOL. but mine only light 破皮 so not much extra pus or anything lol hahah reminded of how ruth and i practised our turning on the knees ending for perfect man for prom dance last year end. last time only had red patches, today so many balookoo. haha have total of 8 lol big and small haha. last time all our dance prac always wear long pants. then now 怕热 and got used to my fats wobbling everywhere so never wear le. haha so got extra art pieces after prac lol

rants of the day

if there is something i cannot stand. its when guys wear super low pants and super short tshirts so that their boxer shorts or underwear show.. you really think ur underwear so hot arh ><

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and then arh also..old people who demand lotsa money. pls why for. at the end of the day they are split among the kids. and so smart demand from people who pay and are responsible for ur medical fees wif ur medical ailments. >< aieeee

haii i think its horrible being my dad. my bro dun really treat him very well, my mum gets easily agitated, and my grandma is like some 10 times worse than my mum and my grampa is in quite a bad state. pls cheer up.. omg feels like a damn heavy burden ugh..

aieeeeeee

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open house in one week. my gawsh jia you everyone! we can do it. even if we may be there with aching back, dying bones and shattered muscles. dun worry we look like some bomb coolio sh*t =D we can pull thru this one week.. even if OP is how intense now (i'm sure they JUST tell us OP dry run is so soon.. rubbish) aieeeee..now its time to slp.. must wake up to do music later

终于

That post was supposed to be posted last nite. but i was too lazy to go type chinese. that song.."One-TVXQ" or "爱失控-Energy" is a song that cant go wrong. Its just whether it sounds really that much special. oh well. copied things are never as special.

Anyway exams are finally over. and everyone seems to haf spent the rest of the day in a way more exciting than i haf haha. i saw so many classes and their class outings. why i din think of one for my class. oh wells. i enjoyed my mid day with dance. so it was enjoyable enough i guess. i think post exams are only as nice as you plan it. the more things you plan, the more exciting it is. so to those with sleepovers, parties, outings, camp, have fun. haf a lot of fun =) to those who are already at outdoor buffet, and to those who are going to go, remember to enjoy yourselves. and see the fun side of things. its going to make life so much better. and i shall find some way to entertain myself, and make myself feel less like a lump of lipids.

and for those wonderful souls who actually attempted to look for the oriole, click here for a close up! =)

支持正版音乐

哇…又在电视上听到Energy推销他们的新唱片。我想我听Energy翻唱韩语歌，听得累了。不知该说他们聪明吗，他们选的歌都是韩国歌手唱得很红，销售量很高，在本地又没什么听过的歌。而唱这些歌的团体，真的是很优秀的团体，歌是好听，但又能把那首歌唱得更出色。Energy翻唱过Shinhwa的Hey, come on，还有S 的I Swear，现在又以东方神起的One出新专辑。这样一来，让人们认为歌很好听，一定要买，却又不知道歌不是他们，或他们的公司写的。好听的歌，任何人唱都会好听。但我认为，Energy把出色的歌唱平凡了。那时Shinhwa刚来本地时，唱了他们的Hey Come On，被在场许多不认识神话的观众说他们“Copy Energy”，其实是相反的！我想东方神起有一天也会来新表演，到时又听到本地人说他们“Copy Energy”，又会让我再次为他们打抱不平 〉_〈 这只是我个人的看法，听听正版，在听翻版的，一定会有不一样。