A giant exercise of giving in
because everyone has opinions
everyone has a limit to how much they are willing to give
and it is so big a thing I can no longer be completely self reliant
because I am short on resources and just can't physically do it
and I have to ask for favors I don't know whether I can return
so I ask but try not to hope
and let things be

Nothing will go the way you planned it. But you can still enjoy yourself if you would allow yourself to.