cold

i'm wearing almost exactly the same clothes as i wore when i went skiing. and i'm still cold.

i am so so so sick of the cold. just thankful theres no rain/snow.

i miss the music that my computer's old brain had.

last kiss

I do remember the swing in your step

dreams

one day we will see what used to be ours from the point of view of an outsider

why i look like i'm overworked.

I am not free on Weds and Thurs and possibly Fri evenings. Please don't plan anything on these evenings for me. I should do this somewhere where ppl actually look.

curious thing to see in Czech

search Kutna Hora in google images: chandeliers made from bones! i wonder if i would feel like the place is filled with ghosts watching..

alpha course

even if i understand and have my questions answered, will i be able to believe in it and embrace it, or will i just find myself willing to subscribe to the way of living but not the entire belief?

best piece of advice for a scientist

On this day of your life, Xin Zi, we believe God wants you to know that... when what you are doing is not working, do something else.

Anything else. You'll only get the same results if you do what you have always done.

never grow up

the kind of dad, mum, brother, sister, son, daughter, friend that you are says more about you than your work does. so why do we put so much effort into being the best in studies/work and not so much effort into trying to be a good dad/mum/brother/sister/son/daughter/friend? is it because, maybe, it is easier to be good in your work than to be a good person? or are we just not putting enough effort on the latter?

as part of a complete kitchen education, we have to learn how to cook baby food:

i really wanna try those baby food that come in little glass bottles with a small baby's face on the outside. i told my mum once when we were at NTUC, she said, i thought you would have been awfully sick of it given how much of that i had given you when you were a baby. lol

no time

by the time i'm done with lab work, cooked, cleaned, showered, i'm too tired to study. this sucks.

out-of-place

like a red english telephone booth in the middle of a shopping mall in johor

i realise that i had forgotten how irritating london rain is

i am unable to get used to waking up in dark red skies instead of blindingly bright white skies

i still find it awkward to leave school at 5pm because i feel like i'm going home at 9pm

at 4pm i look out the window and think it must be 730pm

my jacket feels like it is too short, or i must have grown taller..

那年夏天我和你躲在那一大片宁静的海

在一个偏僻的石头上，在他们开发那个地方之前

在一个炎热的下午，在树阴下

走过了几个充满岩石的山丘，那灰色拥挤的沙滩，和出乎意料地冰冷的海水

在地的最南方，在白色的沙滩上，那片海闪亮着

my turn

10 hours..ish..

argh

i've just wasted 2 hours of me and my mum's sleep time.

revelation

the world was a beautiful place

until humans came along

some continue to make it an ugly one

while others attempt to make it better