词 唱:邰正宵
她总是不言不语
黄昏等到天微明
拔弄着怀那把无弘琴
寂寞里秋来春去
诺言随风都飘零
梦中人还是没捎来一点消息
一千零一夜
没有一夜不思念
每一份想念
化做不成双的蝶
一千零一夜
没有一夜不流泪
流到心里面变成雪
那一夜一场大雨
园里的花落满地
那是他为她种的金线菊
当有人劝她放弃
她会微笑看着你
手心中紧紧握着发黄的回忆
一千零一夜
夜夜看到她思念
究竟谁让她
有那么忧虑的脸
一千零一夜
夜夜听到她流泪
不知该怎么去安慰
是真心都疼真心
让我就从今夜起
在身边为她轻唱温暖的旋律
这首歌好旧好旧了，我想在我这一代的人也没多少人听过他的歌，每次都那么伤感那么凄美。
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
i love how the sun sets on my forest.Monday, July 16, 2007
a tree to remember
the tree was like my grandmother
i knew it was going to go but i didnt know it was going to be so soon, just as my grandmum's passing was quite sudden..
somehow it always held a quite important place in my heart even though i never really had very significant or memorable memories with it. always wanted to sit under that tree and somehow like talk to it. but that wasnt very possible since it was in the middle of the road. i never managed to spend a lot of time with my grandma as i grew up (and realised that only too late), but somehow she was very important to me and i'll never forget how she always looked so 慈祥 and took great care of me when i was a child. something that baby dada will not have the chance to experience..
such a magnificent tree that i always thought was quietly majestically pretty standing there in the middle of the road, it provided great viewing pleasure everytime i walk down to gerald's bus stop. and it added nature's touch to the rest of the scenery which consisted mainly of construction and RJC's green white buildings.
must haf been quite a lonely tree watching all the cars zoom past at alarming speeds..
and quite sadly i havent taken a picture of it that i kept. i remember taking moon sets from that side of the road as i walked to school in the morning cos it was quite pretty. but my phone wasnt good enough to capture the splendour so i deleted them..
sigh
*
and here's something most people would find rather anticlimax. found a really pretty bug on my brother's window today. quite huge. about 5-7 cm in length
thats the reflection in the window of the opposite wall of my brother's room. its almost pitch black outside cos the window faces the forest. the bug has bright red legs and i thought the 花纹 on the bug was very clear and sharp =)
i knew it was going to go but i didnt know it was going to be so soon, just as my grandmum's passing was quite sudden..
somehow it always held a quite important place in my heart even though i never really had very significant or memorable memories with it. always wanted to sit under that tree and somehow like talk to it. but that wasnt very possible since it was in the middle of the road. i never managed to spend a lot of time with my grandma as i grew up (and realised that only too late), but somehow she was very important to me and i'll never forget how she always looked so 慈祥 and took great care of me when i was a child. something that baby dada will not have the chance to experience..
such a magnificent tree that i always thought was quietly majestically pretty standing there in the middle of the road, it provided great viewing pleasure everytime i walk down to gerald's bus stop. and it added nature's touch to the rest of the scenery which consisted mainly of construction and RJC's green white buildings.
must haf been quite a lonely tree watching all the cars zoom past at alarming speeds..
and quite sadly i havent taken a picture of it that i kept. i remember taking moon sets from that side of the road as i walked to school in the morning cos it was quite pretty. but my phone wasnt good enough to capture the splendour so i deleted them..
sigh
*
and here's something most people would find rather anticlimax. found a really pretty bug on my brother's window today. quite huge. about 5-7 cm in length
thats the reflection in the window of the opposite wall of my brother's room. its almost pitch black outside cos the window faces the forest. the bug has bright red legs and i thought the 花纹 on the bug was very clear and sharp =)
THE IQ question
haha just for boredom's sake, i decided to post the question that jiahui posed me on my bday. its supposed to lead me to the other half of the presents from my sisters. lol
haf fun!
haf fun!
Friday, July 13, 2007
my 18th bday!
oh it was a wondrous day =D took many pictures since last friday haha i shall post them since pictures speaks many more words than i probably will type in one entry =p
6july went marina south hoping to fly kite only to find the grass spaces cordoned off and the whole place seemed quite abandoned. there was no wind to fly kite and the "kite flying space" was so small and so many trees i don't think anyone will ever try to fly kite there. but went to somewhere where we could see the sea and heres some pics taken about 7pm
thanks to all my friends from long ago from not so long ago from now who wished me happy birthday and sang me birthday song and all.. i was particularly happy when i read my mum's sms to wish me happy birthday <3 i really had a very happy birthday =D
12july caught a really beautiful pink sunset right at my balcony.
6july went marina south hoping to fly kite only to find the grass spaces cordoned off and the whole place seemed quite abandoned. there was no wind to fly kite and the "kite flying space" was so small and so many trees i don't think anyone will ever try to fly kite there. but went to somewhere where we could see the sea and heres some pics taken about 7pm
7july went for psc talks then went toy museum with the SGH CIP gang. a curious place with interesting things. i never knew theres a dog called Bonzo the dog which Felix the Cat was supposed to challenge lol and batman used to be so short and stout (doesnt that sound like a teapot?..)
the predecessor of Darlie toothpaste XD 原来它叫“黑人牙膏”是有原因的..
used to haf a little mermaid painting book something like that, all i needed was a cup of water and a paint brush. and i loved it. haha it was one of those things that my brothers never played with haha!
handcrafted chinese wooden dolls made by girls saved from brothels in China. the faces look so real..
the first wooden doll made by this man who got a bunch of refugees to make dolls to earn money.
my favourite: dancing dolls! a whole row of them! how sweet!
11july
sisters had a big M celebration for me during break. candle on a muffin haha it was so cute! gave me half a present and asked me to solve a hilarious IQ puzzle to get the other half hahaha! jiahui drew some elfish looking thing lol. and there was even a careless error in it which i was ofcourse able to identify hahahahaha!!!!!
went out after the law talk. we played 2 games of bowling..which left me aching all over today =/ so lousy XD walked around marina square while gerald espounded on his expertise on choosing handbags hahaha yeesian and i were quite amused =P we walked from esplanade across the bridge to fullerton hotel, which was beautiful. and saw the national day floating stadium from the bridge too =)
and we walked from fullerton hotel down the belly of the carp and then down a few roads and we got to Central, this new shopping centre opposite Clarke Quay. It has nice white lights =) we went to a jap restaurant there, pasta with japanese mainly seafood toppings. i thought they had great service and great restaurant layout and i loved their display of all their food hahaha quite an extravagant place though.. we had strawberry pudding and they gave us complimentary sundae for shifting seats. then we walked down opposite bank of Clarke Quay to Riverside Point to look at people flying the remote controlled kites of the night haha. oh it was so pretty!! they were practising some formation thingy and its so amusing to see 3 kites in sync and doing a roll on command! they looked like extra colourful and extra big fireflies. couldnt take proper pictures cos the handphone shutter speed too slow. and when there were so many kites in the sky i watched till i forgot to take photos..
thanks to all my friends from long ago from not so long ago from now who wished me happy birthday and sang me birthday song and all.. i was particularly happy when i read my mum's sms to wish me happy birthday <3 i really had a very happy birthday =D
12july caught a really beautiful pink sunset right at my balcony.
and saw a lizard grab a moth. =p
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
random thoughts
I got a reply. as to whether i can go visit the child i tutored at gracehaven. i think there's lots of red tapes and stuff so it may be quite difficult. Not very sure about the numerous programmes in the home as well... haiyah. guess i won't be able to visit the little kid tomorrow. i hope she won't be too disappointed. i'll work on it and find out how..
i should start drawing up a mugging timetable. prelims musnt be screwed otherwise i will screw myself.
just did the 7 deadly sins test and apparently my greatest sin is pride. then followed by gluttony. lol ok must cut down on food!
i should start drawing up a mugging timetable. prelims musnt be screwed otherwise i will screw myself.
just did the 7 deadly sins test and apparently my greatest sin is pride. then followed by gluttony. lol ok must cut down on food!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
stuffed with food
i feel like i've achieved bear state.
polar bear teddy bear koala bear sun bear pooh bear big bear fat bear round bear...
tian ah
eat like BEAR
went Sizzlers for dinner today. so long never eat at Sizzlers le. last time was about P2. my mum said, when we were no longer considered as 'kids' who didnt need to get a main course. haha
i remember how wen i was about P1, we'd go Sizzlers for dinner at Wisma. We little kids just ate from the Salad Bar, and lotsa soup and salad. And of course BOWLs and BOWLs of ice cream. Yep they used to come in BOWLs not ice cream cups HAHAHA. and i remember putting all sorts of colourful toppings on them and cos the sauces din look very colourful i din put them at all. Then i'll bring them back to the table and stir and stir and stir until it became watery milky and then slowly drink it up like COLD soup HAHAHAHA... come to think of it.. must be quite sick.
anyway now its 10 years since the last time we had Sizzlers. (LITERALLY) now we all have to order a main dish, and i had nice mushroom cheese steak. my lil bro who used to run around the restaurant now orders a seafood platter. and the salad bar is still as nice. BUT we dun melt ice cream anymore. and i put only one of the toppings and i sprinkled caramel sauce too. but then ah... never purposely melt ice cream the ice cream also melt very fast hahaha
and today i realised i couldnt identify the papaya. my dad say in June eat papaya until phobia then cannot recognise le. LOL i best
ok anyway. wonderful dinner. feels many layers of flab. dunno when i'll get motivation to go and rid them XD
polar bear teddy bear koala bear sun bear pooh bear big bear fat bear round bear...
tian ah
eat like BEAR
went Sizzlers for dinner today. so long never eat at Sizzlers le. last time was about P2. my mum said, when we were no longer considered as 'kids' who didnt need to get a main course. haha
i remember how wen i was about P1, we'd go Sizzlers for dinner at Wisma. We little kids just ate from the Salad Bar, and lotsa soup and salad. And of course BOWLs and BOWLs of ice cream. Yep they used to come in BOWLs not ice cream cups HAHAHA. and i remember putting all sorts of colourful toppings on them and cos the sauces din look very colourful i din put them at all. Then i'll bring them back to the table and stir and stir and stir until it became watery milky and then slowly drink it up like COLD soup HAHAHAHA... come to think of it.. must be quite sick.
anyway now its 10 years since the last time we had Sizzlers. (LITERALLY) now we all have to order a main dish, and i had nice mushroom cheese steak. my lil bro who used to run around the restaurant now orders a seafood platter. and the salad bar is still as nice. BUT we dun melt ice cream anymore. and i put only one of the toppings and i sprinkled caramel sauce too. but then ah... never purposely melt ice cream the ice cream also melt very fast hahaha
and today i realised i couldnt identify the papaya. my dad say in June eat papaya until phobia then cannot recognise le. LOL i best
ok anyway. wonderful dinner. feels many layers of flab. dunno when i'll get motivation to go and rid them XD
Friday, July 06, 2007
爱情证书
寂寞当然有一点
你不在我身边总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言学著谅解学著不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞越黑夜和考验日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明从此不孤独
你不在我身边总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷
测量相爱的誓言最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学
学沟通的语言学著谅解学著不流泪
等到我们学会飞
飞越黑夜和考验日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦
来交换多一点点的幸福
就算幸福还有一段路
等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书
证明从此不孤独
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
bored
really really bored
maybe i'll spend this bored time thinking more about the class
after today's J1 CT rep talk dunno why felt like reflecting on my term as CT rep. heh actually been quite a lazy CT rep. lol we decorated the back of the class room, but the sheets started falling down and stuff were getting messy. and i was too lazy to clear it. and the school cleaners cleared them instead. so our chalk and spray paint and black sheets are all gone. Shall i get new ones? i really think the black sheets are very good for venting watever. then dun haf to draw on the table. if only we had a black board at the back. scribbling is so fun =/ and i wish we had black stuff that absorbs spray paint better.
and then i realised that i forgot to celebrate birthdays in term 2. only celebrated Ms nair's. so i guess next week we'll be celebrating bdays for some 10 people cos july also many many people's bday.
and my stomach's feeling horrible. i feel like a banded leaf monkey. it has a really really round stomach. cos its kinda bloated. it eats leaves so theres lotsa fermentation in its stomach. ie a lot of gas generation, resulting in a very round stomach. yup that sorta describes myself now. not that i've been pigging and eating that much but aiyai stomach feeling like its doing a lot of fermentation. i can feel it inside me =/
benny lent me brother bear. i should get down to watching it soon. and i wan to keep brother bear 2 also. its so sweet.
been singing in the bathroom. not that i only started doing it recently. but it seems to be the only place where i feel like singing nowadays. so sad. i feel kinda saddened that i havent uploaded recordings in ages. no mood leh.. and i started playing bumble bee again. but i keep feeling super warm and sticky after playing through once so havent had the patience to sit down and memorise and figure out. wanna go learn a dance also, like dakishimeru from youtube or something. but havent been into boa that much lately. don't even visit the forums liao. but i wanna resume dance class. i feel super rusty when i go back studiowu. feeling rusty and lousy cos everyone there have already improved so much and i'm still stagnant. really really wanna go back for lessons esp now no more street. argh but no money. maybe i'll ask my dad and see if he wanna buy a package for me as bday present. it'll be my greatest bday present in years. i dun even remember wat they gave me in the past few years. it must have been something i needed, not really wanted. well or maybe i'm so horrible i din take the effort to remember what they gave me. i guess it dun matter, they've given me their priceless love for me, for 18 years, and counting. that rocks very much already.
after school go home sleep. i wish i was busier, then can sleep less. so pig. at home no motivation to anything cos the afternoon sun so hot.
i wanna go fly kite.
maybe i'll spend this bored time thinking more about the class
after today's J1 CT rep talk dunno why felt like reflecting on my term as CT rep. heh actually been quite a lazy CT rep. lol we decorated the back of the class room, but the sheets started falling down and stuff were getting messy. and i was too lazy to clear it. and the school cleaners cleared them instead. so our chalk and spray paint and black sheets are all gone. Shall i get new ones? i really think the black sheets are very good for venting watever. then dun haf to draw on the table. if only we had a black board at the back. scribbling is so fun =/ and i wish we had black stuff that absorbs spray paint better.
and then i realised that i forgot to celebrate birthdays in term 2. only celebrated Ms nair's. so i guess next week we'll be celebrating bdays for some 10 people cos july also many many people's bday.
and my stomach's feeling horrible. i feel like a banded leaf monkey. it has a really really round stomach. cos its kinda bloated. it eats leaves so theres lotsa fermentation in its stomach. ie a lot of gas generation, resulting in a very round stomach. yup that sorta describes myself now. not that i've been pigging and eating that much but aiyai stomach feeling like its doing a lot of fermentation. i can feel it inside me =/
benny lent me brother bear. i should get down to watching it soon. and i wan to keep brother bear 2 also. its so sweet.
been singing in the bathroom. not that i only started doing it recently. but it seems to be the only place where i feel like singing nowadays. so sad. i feel kinda saddened that i havent uploaded recordings in ages. no mood leh.. and i started playing bumble bee again. but i keep feeling super warm and sticky after playing through once so havent had the patience to sit down and memorise and figure out. wanna go learn a dance also, like dakishimeru from youtube or something. but havent been into boa that much lately. don't even visit the forums liao. but i wanna resume dance class. i feel super rusty when i go back studiowu. feeling rusty and lousy cos everyone there have already improved so much and i'm still stagnant. really really wanna go back for lessons esp now no more street. argh but no money. maybe i'll ask my dad and see if he wanna buy a package for me as bday present. it'll be my greatest bday present in years. i dun even remember wat they gave me in the past few years. it must have been something i needed, not really wanted. well or maybe i'm so horrible i din take the effort to remember what they gave me. i guess it dun matter, they've given me their priceless love for me, for 18 years, and counting. that rocks very much already.
after school go home sleep. i wish i was busier, then can sleep less. so pig. at home no motivation to anything cos the afternoon sun so hot.
i wanna go fly kite.
Monday, July 02, 2007
end of sch hols..
cts finished le. they get more and more challenging each time.. A level must be the most bomb.
last time CTs finish will be so upset and xian diao cos nothing to do. this time so many post CT programme. some more got extra 1 day cos of youth day, and another day cos my CT ends early =P happy happy!!
thought post CT will pig even more. but lol post CT saw the first time i'm exercising after 1 month! haha dancing (jumping around) walking parks cycling in ecp swimming (+jacuzzi!!) ice skating. (and shopping!!!) lol this rocks.
havent skated for soo long! nearly forgot how to skate haha! heng i still remember the drawings in my diary from p5 lol. first time i went skating was p4. 2nd time was in p5. 2nd time went skating i forgot how to skate, so wen i went home i drew in my diary how to skate. lol skating so fun!!
i wanna post pictures from weilin's bday chalet =) we made a present that i thought was really sweet.. but not my idea. looks good anyway damn zai.aiyai sad my phone now charging cannot upload pictures.
Weilin and Anisha
Ruth n Minggy
Ruth
soothing waves
weilin with her present
inside the box: LLAMA!
got pictures from SGH CIP also..this is my fav
cant believe tmr need to go school! to quote yeesian:"feels like my holidays started on friday and ended today" =X cant agree more
another picture. do u see wat i see?
i saw a fallen tree
last time CTs finish will be so upset and xian diao cos nothing to do. this time so many post CT programme. some more got extra 1 day cos of youth day, and another day cos my CT ends early =P happy happy!!
thought post CT will pig even more. but lol post CT saw the first time i'm exercising after 1 month! haha dancing (jumping around) walking parks cycling in ecp swimming (+jacuzzi!!) ice skating. (and shopping!!!) lol this rocks.
havent skated for soo long! nearly forgot how to skate haha! heng i still remember the drawings in my diary from p5 lol. first time i went skating was p4. 2nd time was in p5. 2nd time went skating i forgot how to skate, so wen i went home i drew in my diary how to skate. lol skating so fun!!
i wanna post pictures from weilin's bday chalet =) we made a present that i thought was really sweet.. but not my idea. looks good anyway damn zai.
Weilin and Anisha
Ruth n Minggy
Ruth
soothing waves
weilin with her present
inside the box: LLAMA!
got pictures from SGH CIP also..this is my fav
cant believe tmr need to go school! to quote yeesian:"feels like my holidays started on friday and ended today" =X cant agree more
another picture. do u see wat i see?
i saw a fallen tree
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Home on the range
oh give me a home
where the buffalo roam
where the deer and the antelope play
where seldom is heard
a discouraging word
and the skies are not cloudy all day
home home on the range
where the deer and the antelope play
where seldom is heard
a discouraging word
and the skies are not cloudy all day
it feels like end of CTs already. even though theres still bio paper
may the bio department be kind and give us an Ace-able paper
where the buffalo roam
where the deer and the antelope play
where seldom is heard
a discouraging word
and the skies are not cloudy all day
home home on the range
where the deer and the antelope play
where seldom is heard
a discouraging word
and the skies are not cloudy all day
it feels like end of CTs already. even though theres still bio paper
may the bio department be kind and give us an Ace-able paper
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
伤痕
林忆莲的《伤痕》，不知道为什么突然哼起这首歌...
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
只是你现在
不得不承认
爱情有时候是一种沈沦
让人失望的虽然是恋情本身
但是不要只是因为你是女人
若爱得深
会不能平衡
为情困
磨折了灵魂
该爱就爱
该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
time to mug. i dun dare to countdown to anything. freaky...
i'm getting sick of exams.
the past 2 days were quite hectic.. din mug at all
but i think yesterday smoother than today. i thot better la..
maybe cos today got more perfs and i was more into things. kept thinking back to think about how else i could have done it.. at times when i was quite doing too many things at a time, could i have passed it on to someone else. for i had quite a bit of people with me.. but then. no leh. oh maybe could have asked the art club people to photocopy the thingies themselves. that could have freed me up a bit.. i think main problem is the 2 places that i'm running between were too far apart
but i think. today smoother than expected (super thanks so all who came, esp yeesian n gerald whom i asked to come only the day before =D). talk went very well, film went ok, chorale perfs were quite ok, piano went well, puppet went ok (james never say anything about puppet..) craftwork went quite well (maybe cos we didnt try too many wards now) few hiccups like more groups wanting to perform at SOC than should be, congestion at a performance places cos of rain, and suddenly requiring multipurpose plug o.O otherwise..ok la
yay after tuesday, weds thurs fri all dun haf so many things happening atthe same time, and performers mainly our own people, so should be very easy. somehow wen we dun have the performing ppl's contact numbers, then they dun come on time.. =S nearly freaked me when the piano and drum never come until so close to perf time.. and the poor guy run between 2 places haii. the both of them should just be together la..
okok enough. this kind of chaotic conditions, heng i survived it and never die too badly. should go back to math
oh i had ice mocha today. get sweeter as u drink. haha
i'm getting sick of exams.
the past 2 days were quite hectic.. din mug at all
but i think yesterday smoother than today. i thot better la..
maybe cos today got more perfs and i was more into things. kept thinking back to think about how else i could have done it.. at times when i was quite doing too many things at a time, could i have passed it on to someone else. for i had quite a bit of people with me.. but then. no leh. oh maybe could have asked the art club people to photocopy the thingies themselves. that could have freed me up a bit.. i think main problem is the 2 places that i'm running between were too far apart
but i think. today smoother than expected (super thanks so all who came, esp yeesian n gerald whom i asked to come only the day before =D). talk went very well, film went ok, chorale perfs were quite ok, piano went well, puppet went ok (james never say anything about puppet..) craftwork went quite well (maybe cos we didnt try too many wards now) few hiccups like more groups wanting to perform at SOC than should be, congestion at a performance places cos of rain, and suddenly requiring multipurpose plug o.O otherwise..ok la
yay after tuesday, weds thurs fri all dun haf so many things happening atthe same time, and performers mainly our own people, so should be very easy. somehow wen we dun have the performing ppl's contact numbers, then they dun come on time.. =S nearly freaked me when the piano and drum never come until so close to perf time.. and the poor guy run between 2 places haii. the both of them should just be together la..
okok enough. this kind of chaotic conditions, heng i survived it and never die too badly. should go back to math
oh i had ice mocha today. get sweeter as u drink. haha
Sunday, June 10, 2007
aching!
yay! heng today got ache. but dunno if that will make me go run.
my motivation level now is like at 1, assuming maximum 100.
ie no motivation to mug no motivation to run. oni a bit of motivation to keep eating papayas
yesterday go dance quite fun la.. learn something new. but dunno la. maybe never teach them ethics of the dance studio. and then i understand what rebecca means when she say we got no respect for instructor. cannot believe it la talk so much then keep clustering.. why so scared to do and practise >=I
but i wanna come for more! i wanna go sign up for more classes and like keep dancing, at least 2 hours a week, which is damn little already. i wanna dance! i wanna learn. i dun wanna just mug. so xian after CTs is not rest, is mug sumore.
today go zoo! with imh patients. it went really well i think. some hiccups but no big problems. i hope they enjoyed themselves, since they rarely get to go out. my partner was a very nice man, who drank lotsa water, and talked to me =) singapore zoo has more monkeys than anything. just quite sad that go australian outback oni got kangaroo and wallaby and emu no wombat. i really wanted to see wombat. never see before.. learnt sth new today. wallaby is the one that walks wif hands and legs. kangaroo oni hop.
super tired. halfway thru the zoo trip i wanted to sleep le. luckily my partner dun need a lot of attention or super high or keep wandering away. tomorrow need to wake early! better hope i can wake up. i need to wake at 815 and leave house at 830 latest. impossible for me to wake so early X(
my motivation level now is like at 1, assuming maximum 100.
ie no motivation to mug no motivation to run. oni a bit of motivation to keep eating papayas
yesterday go dance quite fun la.. learn something new. but dunno la. maybe never teach them ethics of the dance studio. and then i understand what rebecca means when she say we got no respect for instructor. cannot believe it la talk so much then keep clustering.. why so scared to do and practise >=I
but i wanna come for more! i wanna go sign up for more classes and like keep dancing, at least 2 hours a week, which is damn little already. i wanna dance! i wanna learn. i dun wanna just mug. so xian after CTs is not rest, is mug sumore.
today go zoo! with imh patients. it went really well i think. some hiccups but no big problems. i hope they enjoyed themselves, since they rarely get to go out. my partner was a very nice man, who drank lotsa water, and talked to me =) singapore zoo has more monkeys than anything. just quite sad that go australian outback oni got kangaroo and wallaby and emu no wombat. i really wanted to see wombat. never see before.. learnt sth new today. wallaby is the one that walks wif hands and legs. kangaroo oni hop.
super tired. halfway thru the zoo trip i wanted to sleep le. luckily my partner dun need a lot of attention or super high or keep wandering away. tomorrow need to wake early! better hope i can wake up. i need to wake at 815 and leave house at 830 latest. impossible for me to wake so early X(
Saturday, June 09, 2007
DANCE
tml got dance! cant wait.
first dance class in 1+ months!
my gawd how did i live through this.
tian..
cant wait for all the muscle aches.
i've been so slack and like totally not exercising
just sitting and trying to mug >< argh but not really getting anywhere
and sleeping for long long hours
i wanna ache!
maybe after this saturday i will continue to go running and do my stomach exercises..
cos aching feels good. and cos physical activity will make me mug better and more?..
ahh dance dance dance
tml is BIG GROOVE. i oni read about it TODAY. so SLOW. then all the master classes koped le. but i wanna kope also cannot la... i am SOOOOOO broke. this sunday going to bring IMH patients to zoo need $5 for tram. ahh my bro must return me the $5 now. otw sunday i can walk wif the tram =X best.
am so behind. was planning the rest of the mugging for the rest of the hols. not a lot of time left. but tian I'M STILL NOT JIN ZHANG ABOUT IT TO MUG! why liddat -.-
mugging kills the soul i say.. maybe find some time go macritchie jogging again. must da qi jing shen leh..
and i'm still constantly getting shot by complex numbers.
i hope vectors wun kill me as badly as complex does. ARRRR
first dance class in 1+ months!
my gawd how did i live through this.
tian..
cant wait for all the muscle aches.
i've been so slack and like totally not exercising
just sitting and trying to mug >< argh but not really getting anywhere
and sleeping for long long hours
i wanna ache!
maybe after this saturday i will continue to go running and do my stomach exercises..
cos aching feels good. and cos physical activity will make me mug better and more?..
ahh dance dance dance
tml is BIG GROOVE. i oni read about it TODAY. so SLOW. then all the master classes koped le. but i wanna kope also cannot la... i am SOOOOOO broke. this sunday going to bring IMH patients to zoo need $5 for tram. ahh my bro must return me the $5 now. otw sunday i can walk wif the tram =X best.
am so behind. was planning the rest of the mugging for the rest of the hols. not a lot of time left. but tian I'M STILL NOT JIN ZHANG ABOUT IT TO MUG! why liddat -.-
mugging kills the soul i say.. maybe find some time go macritchie jogging again. must da qi jing shen leh..
and i'm still constantly getting shot by complex numbers.
i hope vectors wun kill me as badly as complex does. ARRRR
Monday, June 04, 2007
weekends are almost always spent out! =S xinzi is freaked out by the mugging peoples. just yesterday benny and james simultaneously find me and say they stress about exams and freaked about As. aiyai.
Saturday went to kids central to support the lil kid =) i was hoping i'll be able to see the other lil kids perform too.. but the kids were taken to a room and frens family not allowed to follow. i hope he did well.. results coming out on the 15june, quarter finals on the 23 24 june at Chinatown Point. xian diao. week before CTs! dun think i can choreo for him le. i hope he at least gets to the quarter finals.. he was number 86..there were only 4 kids for that time period. theres another bunch of kids in the 'shift' after his, so i suppose nearly 100 kids to choose from. dunno how many they choosing out of this 100. see how la. his mum very supportive of him leh (so xian mu lorh), the rest of the kids there were girls, then dress up until.. but ya must dress up la. his mum says next year bring his sis over to participate, i guess some parents like it when their kids get famous.. my mum never really liked me dancing/singing/performing. she says not ladylike =( gahh seems like only ballet and those classical things are ladylike. then i go for hiphop class, sign up for another 10 classes then she 'ngehngehngeh...' if studiowu does another production next year, i wanna be part of it leh.. dunno if my mum will allow =(
Sunday went for Evoke! not that cool a name but it was a damn cool performance! haha and i'm happy to have gone with streeters =) quite zai lorh. and saw a number of faces that i recognise from class de (then wish i was part of the team.. but not possible la with VIBE and all in the same preparation time.. ahh i wanna dance!) the only dance in this whole month will be next saturday! we gonna redeem our free class at studiowu =D
Barely mugged. knowing yeesian's progress scares me a lil, but cant seem to get motivation to mug! ahh dunno why leh. and its not like i got damn a lot of time. week after next still got SGH CIP leh. and i'm down for so many hours.. haii xinzi must mug! =(
Saturday went to kids central to support the lil kid =) i was hoping i'll be able to see the other lil kids perform too.. but the kids were taken to a room and frens family not allowed to follow. i hope he did well.. results coming out on the 15june, quarter finals on the 23 24 june at Chinatown Point. xian diao. week before CTs! dun think i can choreo for him le. i hope he at least gets to the quarter finals.. he was number 86..there were only 4 kids for that time period. theres another bunch of kids in the 'shift' after his, so i suppose nearly 100 kids to choose from. dunno how many they choosing out of this 100. see how la. his mum very supportive of him leh (so xian mu lorh), the rest of the kids there were girls, then dress up until.. but ya must dress up la. his mum says next year bring his sis over to participate, i guess some parents like it when their kids get famous.. my mum never really liked me dancing/singing/performing. she says not ladylike =( gahh seems like only ballet and those classical things are ladylike. then i go for hiphop class, sign up for another 10 classes then she 'ngehngehngeh...' if studiowu does another production next year, i wanna be part of it leh.. dunno if my mum will allow =(
Sunday went for Evoke! not that cool a name but it was a damn cool performance! haha and i'm happy to have gone with streeters =) quite zai lorh. and saw a number of faces that i recognise from class de (then wish i was part of the team.. but not possible la with VIBE and all in the same preparation time.. ahh i wanna dance!) the only dance in this whole month will be next saturday! we gonna redeem our free class at studiowu =D
Barely mugged. knowing yeesian's progress scares me a lil, but cant seem to get motivation to mug! ahh dunno why leh. and its not like i got damn a lot of time. week after next still got SGH CIP leh. and i'm down for so many hours.. haii xinzi must mug! =(
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
parents
i wonder if they visit this place.
my dad probably can find time to dig around for this place..but i dun think my mum has
anyways..my bro n i went out for pirates. what gerald called a sisters nite out -.-
on my way back my mum called..and in her usual pissed off angry screaming voice.. i dun need to elaborate
she ask me how come i go watch movie with my lil bro never tell her.
she ask me how come i go watch movie with my lil bro never ask my other bro to come along.
you know, i dunno why..
i guess i just followed my heart and din really think about what was the "right" thing to do. i din intend to hide that my bro and i going for movie. i din intend to make sure my other bro dun come. no i dun harbour such horrible thoughts. somehow i just thot no i dun need to ask my other bro to come along cos he probably dun wanna come. (but would he?) and the other... oh wells.
i dunno la.
i dun think very much.
but somehow, i'm just very happy to have spent this evening with my lil bro and my lil bro alone. and that we watched a very enjoyable movie. that all these on my way back..doesnt seem to get on me that hard.
maybe i'm really mean. my other bro must be feeling quite shitty.. (he'll watch it with his frens anyway..rite?..)
my dad probably can find time to dig around for this place..but i dun think my mum has
anyways..my bro n i went out for pirates. what gerald called a sisters nite out -.-
on my way back my mum called..and in her usual pissed off angry screaming voice.. i dun need to elaborate
she ask me how come i go watch movie with my lil bro never tell her.
she ask me how come i go watch movie with my lil bro never ask my other bro to come along.
you know, i dunno why..
i guess i just followed my heart and din really think about what was the "right" thing to do. i din intend to hide that my bro and i going for movie. i din intend to make sure my other bro dun come. no i dun harbour such horrible thoughts. somehow i just thot no i dun need to ask my other bro to come along cos he probably dun wanna come. (but would he?) and the other... oh wells.
i dunno la.
i dun think very much.
but somehow, i'm just very happy to have spent this evening with my lil bro and my lil bro alone. and that we watched a very enjoyable movie. that all these on my way back..doesnt seem to get on me that hard.
maybe i'm really mean. my other bro must be feeling quite shitty.. (he'll watch it with his frens anyway..rite?..)
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Another SPOT THE BIRD game =D
This bird is the laughing thrush. quite a big bird. taken by my phone camera but i think its easier to see than previous ones =)
Today we went APSN to see the kids again, give them their bookmarks tshirts lanyards..
and they gave us food =D
as well as these very nice cards <3<3
Today we went APSN to see the kids again, give them their bookmarks tshirts lanyards..
and they gave us food =D
as well as these very nice cards <3<3
happy =D
-23/05
Monday, May 21, 2007
toilet blues
constipation is no fun
bend from dawn till set of sun
cannot stand and cannot sit..
(and in horrible cases cannot lie down also..)
argh. i wish i can sh*t as easily as i use the word.
and i dun think its a diet thing cos i've been eating fruits like their my only meal and i'm still getting my constipation. theres something horribly wrong cos in the last month, i've constipated for 4 or 5 times already. 2 less severe, an 3 horribly horrid. and the last time i had it before this past month was in dec. argh. dunno wat to do cos my mum thinks going to the doctor will be useless and keep proposing various unorthodox self healing methods that i doubt will improve my situation at all. and after the whole event, everywhere is swollen and aching, that no sitting position/standing position is comfortable. and walking is particularly uncomfortable. ahhh
but i dun wanna miss school tomorrow cos theres chem lec test! and i'll be like wobbling around at the same time. oh my tian. and i was supposed to be spending part of tonight thinking about choreography for one of my kids at APSN cos he wanna participate in 1 min of fame. no i dun wanna not go school tml. but wat to do.. now i'm either squatting or bent over and it feels super screwed up. ahhhh save me. wat in the world is wrong wif my bowel system???
bend from dawn till set of sun
cannot stand and cannot sit..
(and in horrible cases cannot lie down also..)
argh. i wish i can sh*t as easily as i use the word.
and i dun think its a diet thing cos i've been eating fruits like their my only meal and i'm still getting my constipation. theres something horribly wrong cos in the last month, i've constipated for 4 or 5 times already. 2 less severe, an 3 horribly horrid. and the last time i had it before this past month was in dec. argh. dunno wat to do cos my mum thinks going to the doctor will be useless and keep proposing various unorthodox self healing methods that i doubt will improve my situation at all. and after the whole event, everywhere is swollen and aching, that no sitting position/standing position is comfortable. and walking is particularly uncomfortable. ahhh
but i dun wanna miss school tomorrow cos theres chem lec test! and i'll be like wobbling around at the same time. oh my tian. and i was supposed to be spending part of tonight thinking about choreography for one of my kids at APSN cos he wanna participate in 1 min of fame. no i dun wanna not go school tml. but wat to do.. now i'm either squatting or bent over and it feels super screwed up. ahhhh save me. wat in the world is wrong wif my bowel system???
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