Somehow, going over banquet videos helps cheer up a long day. so thankful for sonrise.

What makes this quarter harder to bear..

Not being able to attend seminars and journal clubs
Not being able to support my friends in their journal club presentations
Not going to the gym enough
Less time for lunches with friends
Waking up earlier to board a dizzying bus
Missing CG and possibly Sonrise
Not understanding class and wondering why I'm sitting in class
Will things be different once I've picked up expertise from the 20 different people I'm working with?...

Fathers and Daughters

In case I need to come back to this again
http://ldsliving.com/story/68982-5-ways-fathers-influence-their-daughters

big sister lessons.

You cannot fix someone else's life, you cannot tell someone else how to fix their life. you can only be available for support, and encourage them to figure it out. They've got to figure it out themselves.

prayer

Nothing is so big that God doesnt have authority over
Nothing is so small that doesnt deserve God's attention

It matters whom you marry

Because I keep coming back to this article and forgetting where to find it.
http://thechristianpundit.org/2012/08/15/it/
on Marriage

Praise night

I was looking forward so much to playing the piano that I didn't get anything done today. Stared at my finals papers for a long time, scribbled some, attended lecture and nodded off (don't even know why, too much sugar in my blood maybe). But still, despite a pretty much wasted day, a night of worship never fails to lift the spirit! First time playing the piano and leading the singing in small group. Thank you God for such an opportunity!

thoughts in Tahoe

家家有本难念的经
So really we are not so alone. it doesn't matter that people are not in the exact same situation. it doesn't matter that no one else can walk through this path for you. what matters is that there are people walking this path with you.
like how Sam says, "Mr Frodo, I can't carry it for you, but I can carry you"

and also where you place your hope. such that no matter how things turn out, we can have peace.

The riches of work

I can't believe this article (Finding the true riches in work) got published in ST, it's so counter-cultural, but so true. How chasing after status and money isn't going to bring you much happiness on its own. It's not like it's new to me, actually lately I find myself wondering a lot about whether what I'm going after is going to bring benefit to others. There was a point in time when I decided you can't go into research thinking I will cure this/that or I will come up with this/that vaccine. It's almost by luck that you are at the right place with the right people at the right time - any good scientist in the field could have come up the same idea but might not have the right resource or expertise. And often the question asked is quite far removed from the actual therapy that I'll think, this is not a helpful question to ask.
Most of the people I meet who are really happy in science are people who just love figuring out stuff, if it is helpful for therapy then that's a bonus. But then again, perhaps the scientists who really love what they do, are those who enjoy the endless question asking and experimenting while at the same time remain hopeful and convinced that their work is useful in the medical realm.

'tis the season

where everyone clears out their houses
and dumped christmas trees line the sidewalks

A familiar refrain

God on High, Hear my prayer
In my need, You have always been there
You can take, You can give
Bring him home

in the christmas mood

Nobel prize immuno website!

Must come here again when I'm doing another class for high school kids http://www.nobelprize.org/educational/medicine/immunity//immune-detail.html

fake accents

I'm a little happy that people will say I don't have an accent, and a little sad to have lost the ability to use a fake british accent.

mid terms

Something spooky about watching vampire movies and thinking about how dying cells can Become cancerous..

Couldn't have done it without divine inspiration. Praise the all knowing Lord!

when someone says
you can say whatever you want about me, but I know who I am
and wasn't trying to say that he's better

the perfect night

Walking barefoot on the beach. with soft soft sand seeping between my toes. using skyview app to identify constellations. random fireworks. awesome company. Moon shining on my bed as i sleep.

Transitions

Feels like I had an extended transition period. So great to have Mum around, something about 2 blur people that makes one feel less lonely. and great seniors who showed me all the ropes and provided me a cozy corner to rest for almost 2 weeks. Looking for a place to stay, navigating a strange city, and then looking for furniture and trying to time them all nicely to be picked up on the same day was a long-ish and arduous task. Luckily I didn't need to go it alone. Praise God for the people He placed in my life, the room and the furnitures He prepared for me, and the learning along the way. Now I'm ready to explore.

yann tiersen!

omg i'm so delighted that i've recovered some of yann tiersen's gems!

A Dog

in case i lose it.

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa , and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.

I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.

As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.

The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.

The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives.

Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ''I know why.''

Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. It has changed the way I try and live.

He said,''People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?'' The Six-year-old continued,

''Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.''

Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.

Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:

When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.

Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.

Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy.

Take naps.

Stretch before rising.

Run, romp, and play daily.

Thrive on attention and let people touch you.

Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.

On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.

On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.

When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.

Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.

Be loyal.

Never pretend to be something you're not.

If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.

When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.

There comes a time in life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. So, love the people who treat you right. Think good thoughts for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is part of LIFE...Getting back up is LIVING...

Have a great life.

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