Autistic kids

are so special. i think i wanna do cip wif autistic kids someday. they get hard to handle sometimes. and things usually go slower and it requires lots of patience to deal with them. they think in absolute logic and are very capable in drawing and putting things in perspective. i wonder wat goes on in an autistic child and how he thinks through things. do all autistic children think similarly? do they find being autistic an illness? how does an autistic child feel when being treated like a normal human in human circumstances? wat is it that makes it so hard for an autistic child to be in the same environment as a normal child?