those that tv mobile keep showing from 6pm onwards on channel newsasia and it bores the hell out of me.
i think fashion shows are stupid and impractical. firstly, the models dun look good. its not like they haf the wonderfullest of bods. i mean they look like they came from the parts of africa where they dun have enough food, and were painted white like wat happened to michael jackson. their face look like barbie dolls come alive, or like life sized moving wax figurines. and their legs are like sticks. so skinny that their hips look too big for them. and their torso is too puny too. and wen they wear low cleavage things, it looks quite sad cos its not like they got very much in the middle. they seriously look malnourished. and i think they look so hostile and dao. they could at least smile in their pose. or are they supposed to look damn bu shuang and kiampah in that apparently very nice outfit?.. and the designers design impractical clothes. they are designed to fit tt particular model. meaning it is how small and tight and no normal human will be able to wear that. besides, i dun think tt their designs are very nice either. maybe i just dun haf an eye for design and fashion. too high class for me.
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today is horrible. i feel like my brain has a shortage of blood and my lungs are in some compression machine. and i try to breathe deeply but it makes the pain in the head and the lungs even worse. argh. i wonder wats wrong with me. it feels like my blood vessels have all constricted. but i'm sure i dun haf a heart problem, and i do think tt my heart is pumping well enough. at least it is on normal days other than today.
