i dun feel like going to school. because lectures and tutorials seem useless to me. and i haf other things that need to be done. such that going for lectures seem to be a waste of time, cos i dun listen and end up sleeping. which is horrible. i wish i can dun go to school, and only return when i've settled whatever needs to be settled.
and recently i've been sleeping too much, against my will. and when i sleep i dream. and i remember my dreams. and they freak me. just this afternoon, i dreamt that i was cracking an egg, and the egg shell was not hard like it usually is, its like biscuit that has absorbed too much water vapour. when i got it to open, out rolled a dead frozen chick, contorted in the most weird position, with all its feathers wet and hard. freaked me out. and i can still see it distinctly.
been in horrible moods lately. getting pissed off and tired very easily. ugh theres still essay outline to do.
