its my 2nd time blogging today.dunno why blog so much. maybe cos i'm still pissed with my mum.ugh.

for some reason that i dunno of, i decided to come up with a list of things that i want. its want, cos i can live without them, even tho life could be so much better with them.

1. my converse jacket. i've no idea how i lost it. its not like its damn damn pretty or what. but its useful. and somehow got some attachment to it liao. and i wan it back. of course the horrid person who abducted it wun return it..i should get another for myself soon..

2. a memory stick. if possible, a camera. i think that many times there are nice moments that shouldnt be forgotten. like witnessing a tree being cut down. or seeing a cockatoo or bat fly pass my window. and my home camera always no memory stick. and most of the time also no batt. some useless camera. and my dad hates to bring camera out. so i really wan my own. so when i go overseas, i dun haf to rely on my dad's camera. well he dun trust me with it anyway. so i always go overseas with no cam. how sad.

3. heels. cos i haf no heels. and i dun look good in heels. but shoes dun suit all clothes and occasions. and heels haf their uses too...sometimes elevation is quite impt

4. a watch. i think i have no luck with watches. new ones always spoil like not too long after they were bought. =S i've been relying on my handphone. which can get quite useless when its exam time. and hp watches are not as accessible as a wrist watch. so like Mr Jeff, the guy at the ST Uni talk thing said, ppl should get watches.

5. a smaller bottle. this one is too big. it lasts me for 2 weeks. which is quite disgusting. and theres no loop to hold it. ok i'm being picky.

why liddat. this year is horrid year to get anything. cos i lose all of them. esp if someone else get for me. and some things become quite useless if u dun bring them out. and bringing them out means risking losing them. ahh

i best. i was gonna get them for myself. but i spent the money on shinhwa concert already. but its worth it.. its prolly their only concert in singapore, since they are growing old, and will be gone soon. so its worth going for the concert.. except that i would need heels

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i dun understand. is it very hard to trust me? or is it just my parents. or is it just my mum. aieeee