spot the birds!

in my boredom from mugging, i decided to look through my old pictures. pictures i took last year end while enjoying the scenery of my balcony =)











theres 2 in the first picture^^ see if u can spot them hahhaha theres 2 more birds below








<- theres a woodpecker here.


and there's my favourite oriole. u can see them anywhere most of the time











now try to spot the oriole from here! [click on the image to enlarge =)]

STATE OF THE ART - SHINHWA

sorri i typed a whole chunk and they all disappeared
all of it..so i will retype it another day. now its time to slp ='( i'm sure delete away all my highness ugh

ok i'm back on 911 to blog abt this. before i lose most of my memory of it.
ruth says must "announce to the whole world that Shinhwa concert was damn BBBBOOOOMMMMMBBB" and they are super HOT! and their LIVE is really good. hyesung had his usual soothing and rich voice. but the sound seemed to be too heavy on the bass and couldnt really catch his falsettos and high notes. andy's rap bit couldnt really be heard also. and he seemed to forget steps every whr >= junjin was particularly memorable with his "say hohoho!" lol he has very nice live singing and rapping and his dance was also quite bomb. super power =)=) dongwan had his usual power vocals and eric had nice rap and funny hair as always =p

and minwoo was da best ^^. (lol ruth says i'm a minwoo convert now) He's how HOT and his LIVE was super good. sing and dance for 3 songs arh..damn HIGH sia.. he did battle then let me luv you and BUMP! seeing him real live is so much better than watching HD on computer. it was so amazing when u recover from the shock its OVER even though it was quite a long segment. Then his voice dun quiver even when he jumps like WAAHHHH.. live super power. and all his dance steps super sharp and big! his live is better and powerfuller than studio =D=D everyone super 超 high during his segment aieee.. 崇拜！so 神！

They did perfect man, hey come one, hero, i pray for you, shooting star, (wish they did eusha eusha!), chunilyohon, angel, winter story, wild eyes, (oh,no wedding..), brand new, once in a lifetime, your man, how do i say, oh!... powerness i dun think i rmbed everything though. and hyesung did a solo and minwoo did his solos too... and before i realsied, eric was like"...last song.."...so faaast.. and they got show a lot of mvs also like how do i say (non remixed vers which i havent seen before), minwoo's if you, throw my fist (which i found very amusing), angel, they played the coca cola song also hey dude! haha. and there was lots of fan service =D glad i caught them =) minjin = best!

Then we bought sitting $170 tickets cos we expected ppl to stand anyway and seats are stepped and elevated. but wen e high parts came and we wanted to stand up, ppl behind (or the 上了年龄 ppl behind) asked us to sit down... like i'm sure u pay 170 bucks and dun high and dun cheer larhz..show some support mah. ur idols in front there perfing for u, must cheer them on ><>_<>.<>"when i look in ur eyes, and i see that you...oh i give my love oh! when i hold you tight. give my love through kisses..." - so stuck on it..

and just for fun..i'm singing again! =)

save the last dance

no this has got nth to do with dance
i finally finished watching it haha 20 eps over 6 days. and i'm in love with the song, both the korean and english version hahaha lost how much sleep and water over the drama.. am happy that i ended it before the term started.. now my eyes are so sore from all the sobbing lols never sobbed so much for love dramas before. must be because i watch so much at a go, haha can gather all the emotions =p
tonight will mark the end of the hols, and then PW and promos will haunt us. so it must be well spent..and i'm gonna spend it well =) it'll start tonight at 8pm.. and it'll be a wonderful 2hours aiiee =D=D

a day well spent

i'm glad to say that i haf spent my last 24 hours in the most meaningful way ever! because i've only slept 4 hours in the whole 24 hours, that means for one day, i'm not a pig! first it was chem test, and after the chem test, i felt super liberated, and as though promos is over, haha, even though i barely passed it, I PASSED! haha which i think is achievement enough since i only spent 1 1/2 hours mugging any bit of chem for the past 7 days. and that 1 1/2 hours happen to be from 1am to 230 am this morning lol. anyway after chem we went for breakfast at macs! where i stuffed myself wif mcspicy! i'm happy to say tt spicy foods are a regular in my diet now! hehe after that went to expo, for the inline skating event. quite xian at first. but after a while of stoning (which i always must do for a while), we started skating! which was good because i'm moving. and not like rotting in front of the comp again. but it was bad.. cos uhh he was kinda upset tt quite a few times thr were positions unfilled and ppl cut across the track. highly dangerous >< and there were rowdy kids around. one fell and uhh, there was a lot of blood from the mouth, i think the lip was bleeding badly. but oh well, kids pick themselves up, like they always do. anyway it was the first time i skated on wheels and i must say its quite enjoyable, like skating on ice. but its still different from the ice. i think..ppl should start learning on ice first, then learn on wheels. the technique will be better that way..i feel la, i dunno. and within today, i've figured out going forward, turning around, and going backward! so i feel good =) must celebrate achievements haha. and expo is a good place. theres book fair and food fair. i wasnt really interested in the books (contrary to common belief) haha i was interested in the food (oh the piggy part comes here) haha so me and my good fren justina went eating all the foods around and we tried the oyster meesua and i had my first try of the spicy stinky toufus (they really smell of pee and taste kinda salty, wonder why ppl like it) and most wonderfully, ginko nut orh3 ni2 (yam paste) which was absolutely wonderful because the last time i had (wonderfully tasty) yam was..too long ago for me to remember. haha so wif a nice skating experience, and a nice eating experience indeed this is a holiDAY spent like a day in the holidays should be spent haha. this holiday quite funky, haha going for high tea, and have been watching movies, tv, drama, and going to watch concert wahh..so exciting!!! =D=D

BLOW!

haha for some reason jiahui chanced upon my blog at 2.40.58 am on tuesday morning/monday night, and decided that my blog sounds super depressing and stressed out lol. do i really sound that way? haha in any case if i am stressed, it probably isnt cos i haf a lot of work to do. workload now is quite nice =) just nice to occupy me. as for my morbid dreams..its cos of the influenza book larhz ..

blogs are for ppl to blow ma..i mean who really sounds mentally sane on the blog..actually i think i more sane on the blog then i am in real life le haha blog is for ppl to chu1 qi4 one ma, at least for me it is. so if ppl like to read abt my blowing ups, then can read my blog! =p

dunno why recently suddenly remember about baby times. maybe its cos on sunday went my grampa house then played around wif my baby cousin dada =p he very cute! =) like his parents hahaha. then somehow i remembered how when i was 5 or 6 i would take a small teaspoon and slice of apple, and start kao1-ing (scraping) the apple to feed myself, so i can remember how its like when my mum fed me when i was a baby haha. and for some reason even now, i still wanna try eating that baby food that comes in a bottle wif a smiling baby's face on the sticker on the bottle. haha i remember my mum feeding that to me but dun remember how it tastes like liao. so somehow wants to try it again. then i told my mum about that once when i went to ntuc with her. and she said, "huh? why u wanna eat that again? that one is wat i fed u wif wen i was lazy to cook for u. when u were a baby, u ate until u dun wan any more of it!" haha!

somehow been dreaming that shinhwa concert's on tuesday, ie today. i dunno why.. then i dream of ruth telling me that its 3 more hours to shinhwa concert! lol

dead ppl dream - read at ur own risk

a convo wif benny...

...sunken eyes says:
i got another weird dream
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
tell me about it lols
...sunken eyes says:
this time its to do wif dead ppl
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
lols.
...sunken eyes says:
need to dig up ppl who haf been dead for many centuries
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
from dead chicken to dead people, what next?
...sunken eyes says:
so go to burial site
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
uh huh.. then?
...sunken eyes says:
then very systematic removed a block of soil,
...sunken eyes says:
such that just nice we saw the body
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
haha.
...sunken eyes says:
the body rotted away, left oni the skeleton
...sunken eyes says:
but still got eyeballs
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
lols.
...sunken eyes says:
and the eyeballs very big..stare at me
...sunken eyes says:
then i thot the thing is dead
...sunken eyes says:
but then it 'woke up'
...sunken eyes says:
and i was supposed to get some form of tissue from it
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
haha
...sunken eyes says:
(dunno why a bit of meat started growing back and got random bits of meat on the skeleton liao)
...sunken eyes says:
but then the skeleton retaliated and dun let me take the tissue
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
haha.
...sunken eyes says:
and it started grabbing me and fighting wif me..>< ...sunken eyes says: then i told ppl around me to go get those zi4 sha1 type of medicine/injection ...sunken eyes says:
turned out this was some jelly tt needed to be swallowed.
...sunken eyes says:
then i couldnt xia4 shou3 on the skeleton like thing
...sunken eyes says:
cos i thot it was very evil to kill things..its like murder
...sunken eyes says:
in the end i still fed it the jelly in some way la..i cant rmb how..
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
haha
...sunken eyes says:
it oni had teeth cant really block thej elly from entering
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
hoho
...sunken eyes says:
so it became motionless again
...sunken eyes says:
and we dumped it back into the hole
...sunken eyes says:
and put back that block of soil
...sunken eyes says:
but we still heard rumbling...
...sunken eyes says:
then i cannot rmb le
chanel - paris-new york collection says:
*laughs*
...sunken eyes says:
amazingly.. i dun rmb feeling scared or like mao4 leng3 han4 wen i was dreaming abt tt

i think tt dream must have been because of my infatuation with influenza. i was reading FLU by Gina Kolata, then they really wanted to find the 1918 flu virus that killed 40 million ppl and stopped WWI. then many bunches of ppl went to dig up ppl who had been buried in permafrost. and retrieved lung tissue from them to search for the virus. then there was one grp that led super huge grp and had all the preparations like preventing virus escape, having high tech things that analyse tissue on the spot, praying for the deceased ppl. in the end the ppl werent buried deep enough to be in the permafrost, and those ppl had like oni brain tissue and random tissues left. scary science

lecturers

good questions are questions that show understanding and seek further knowledge.

good lecturers are those that makes students understand quickly (almost immediately) such that students are able to come up wif good qns on their own. good students ask good questions. good lecturers need not think of good questions for students. good lecturers dun provide answers to the good questions that they pose.

semi good lecturers are those that may not teach tt well, but students still understands partially and know wat kind of qns to ask to seek accurate and complete knowledge.

unfortunately many lecturers out there are not good lecturers. bad lecturers are those who don't teach well, where students hardly understand, and do not know wat qns to ask to understand wat is taught.

lecturers should be screened for their teaching capabilities before being allowed into the profession. and even experienced lecturers should be screened. and this screening should be done regularly, even after being allowed into the profession, observations should still be carried out to ensure the lecturer is still of good quality. sometimes quality decreases with age

Re: oof kaypohs again

yea..whatever i take up i will definitely see it through.. i just get upset when i haf to drop it halfway. (i can't believe i haf problem dropping pharm chem Xl) anyway i was bugging u for open house plans also cos i wanted to know if it was possible for me to go for assoc ex. but now its impossible liao so may as well be occupied and wun xian. but must give ppl chance.. (eek i must keep reminding myself tt..) anyway.. ppl speculating abt wats gg to happen for open house also.. and i was wondering if everyone knows tt there is no more publicity. (this is wat i mean by news in street is spread by whispers from 1 person to another and not formally announced) so maybe wanna let them haf a peek? and i was wondering if any grp doing their steps revision or thinking of outfit le.. cos if change grp then will need to rethink. has everyone been informed of the change of grps?

btw i got no more orlingjoo..haha i mistook carrot juice for orange. and i cant believe that i couldnt tell there was a difference in taste when i first drank it. i finished like 3/4 mug of it, even though i used to be unable to take carrot juice. haha i thot to myself tt yay my mum found orange juice without the pulp. hahaha. then the 2nd time i went to get the juice, i realised it had carrots on the carton... LOL

oof kaypohs again

okkk i know im not supposed to be here so soon after my last post. ahahaha. BUT! i am. heh.

Sorry for blowing yesterday. Was pretty amazed by how I blew up. Haven't done that for some time >< I think the pent up frustration about that toot thing and a few other things finally needed an outlet to bamm. Kinda disappointed in myself for being misunderstood by so many people. And also for not being able to help them. Oh well. It'll pass.

I get wat u mean in ur post (peers below). Seriously, 拿得起就要懂得放下. I know I've told u before that once committing to stuff, we shouldn't complain abt the sacrfices and hard work right? Cuz we made those choices. U'll definitely enjoy and no doubt, gain, from those research-on-i-dunno-what-chim-thingies programmes u have at the end of the year.

Dun worry abt street, I won't put u in charge of upcoming stuff so u wun hafta stress over that too. 不要催我 abt Open hse le hor :p , I hafta make extra arrangements for the time when I'm gonna be gone. I may be gone even longer than expected- haf cip camp that week too. Good chance for streeters to grow ba.

Must learn to trust other pple's abilities more k? U'll never know till u've seen them try. Dun worry I won't be back here anytimeee sooon.

Drink more orling joo!

<33 oof.

take it all in a stride

I think I very bad at making decisions. And I've always had my cake and i ate it. haii. I feel very sad, that i havent been going for odac training even though i told mr shah that i will be free. like very 对不起 odac and mr shah. somehow i missed out h3 bio.. or i completely dismissed it and decided i wun get it. and i decided long ago that i wun get the TLL attachment. so now i'm occupied, and quite busied. i was quite glad tt mr shah let me be associate odacian, but i guess he had the foresight to see that i wun stay, whatever the reasons may be. a foresight that i din haf. and i kept bugging odac to organise assoc ex, now got ex le but i'm filled. i'm filled in every holiday now, i think i din expect to fill them so fast. as much as i'd like to participate, i know that i shouldnt and hence cant, not when there are others who need to go for it more than me. and i haf a responsibility for other things that are going on as well. if i go, then i dunno who can fill the role. (or is that just my lack of confidence in other people again?)(and will you all feel secure when 2 vital people are gone?) i wonder wats the definition of an assoc odacian then, if i dun participate in assoc activities.. and next year's nite walk will be a dream. i think i should just come to terms with my decision to leave. and live with it. you can look back, but you cant turn back time. easy to say difficult to do.

Re: oof says hi =p

no problem, the blog is for ranting anyway. see the title? ^^ =) i think 不要想太多 la.so confuzzling then dun think lorhz.. think until get headache only. then unsatisfied cos no answer. 现在已经这么多东西要想了，thinking abt others only deplete lots of 精神 and 力气. meanwhile dun think until so headache la. ur analysis may not be tt accurate also, sometimes u 摸不着 dun mean they are insecure wat..aiyai i also dunno. i most not expert at this matter. anyway just plan objectively, and dun stress. well try not to. i try to help u in watever ways i can think of, even though i not very good at figuring out how to help u ><

oof says hi

Thanks dongfei, for giving me this place to come rant. I dare not write in my diary because I know once I start I won't be able to stop. Then I won't have to sleep liao... and screw up tml's reedeeculous performance. lol.

Been wondering about how some people can get so strange that they're completely not understandable. Their actions, behaviour, words... just contradict each other so much that it's confuzzling. Then there's that strange way of thinking, and their 摸不着的 character. Do they even know that they're so complex? Do they notice the loopholes? Or are they trying to hide something- a side of themselves that they're insecure with. I've already done what I can to try to understand people like that... to some of them, 我真的投降了.

Somtimes when things fly by so fast, I tend to think my feelings don't matter anymore. There's so many other things and people to watch out for, it's like I shouldn't be indulging in what I feel. 有时候想多了更累。更何况许多事都没有解答的。

STREET jia you! Tml's little perf is gonna be some bomb man... bomb in a different way. I'll try very very veryyy hard not to burst out laughing while doing the chestthrusthipthrust-ahahaha-wigglefingers step.

<33 Oof.

"chicken dream" - benny

i dun feel like going to school. because lectures and tutorials seem useless to me. and i haf other things that need to be done. such that going for lectures seem to be a waste of time, cos i dun listen and end up sleeping. which is horrible. i wish i can dun go to school, and only return when i've settled whatever needs to be settled.

and recently i've been sleeping too much, against my will. and when i sleep i dream. and i remember my dreams. and they freak me. just this afternoon, i dreamt that i was cracking an egg, and the egg shell was not hard like it usually is, its like biscuit that has absorbed too much water vapour. when i got it to open, out rolled a dead frozen chick, contorted in the most weird position, with all its feathers wet and hard. freaked me out. and i can still see it distinctly.

been in horrible moods lately. getting pissed off and tired very easily. ugh theres still essay outline to do.

singapore public transport system

i think the online transport guide sucks. u gotta use so many of it together. the transitlink's eguide is one of the most useless. it tells u wat roads buses go to, wat buses there are on the roads, and what buses there are at interchanges. but it doesnt tell u wat buses there are near mrts (some mrts dun haf interchanges near them) and dun tell u how to get from one place to another. since its an eguide, may as well tell u how exactly to get from one place to another rite? oh and if u are going to click on a link at transitlink pages, rmb to right click, open in new window, because there is no such thing as "back". u gotta resend ur information which takes damn long.

sbs transit's internet guide is slightly better, cos theres a place to place option. but its really weird, cos u haf to submit only one bus stop and not just the road name. or if u give the landmark name, they insist u must choose one of the bus stops. and for some reason i dunno of, they dun tell u the nearest mrt from that landmark. u gotta use transitlink's eguide under places of interest, and not all places fall under places of interest.

and then they give u the shortest travel time bus route, but it usually consists of a few transfers. and the travel time does not include waiting time. perhaps other than giving the range of waiting time, it may be good to give the mean waiting time, cos a waiting time of 5-13 minutes doesnt tell me if its frequent or not. so travel time should have the mean waiting times added.

the way the sbs transit presents the bus routes also very weird, i think they should use a map on top of telling u the block number and road name. sometimes pictures make more sense than numbers and letters.

i think the best guide is streetdirectory.com because it gives u the maps and the direction. my incompetency in using that webpage must be the reason why i cant search for place to place bus/mrt routes directly without searching for the map of the start/end place first. the only flaw in this website is there is too many things and advertisements on the web page and that makes it highly distracting, disorganised and takes too long to load. the font that the page uses is exactly the same as their advertisements sumore. ads should never come in the middle of words. aiyaiyai

i shall talk abt THE transport system another time. i'm getting too shagged getting pissed by the guides.

GNDB

so i went for girls nation dance battle today. was quite disappointed by the turnout. i thot there would be many many ppl gathered there to watch. turns out only those ppl who happened to be there came down to watch or came out of their shops to watch. maybe not enough advertising ba. dunno leh, but they were giving away free tickets to finals at zouk, which cost 15 bucks and the qns they ask are easy, but no one really wanted to answer. i couldnt. i cant get inside zouk.

it started with breaking by fuyou. and the crowd was how sad. fuyou was really good and they did lotsa really cool moves, and theres one of them who's very young, and when he came out to do those stunts, u would expect there to be many cheers for him. but aiya how sad - the audience is a sucky audience and dunno how to respond. even after the whole item, theres no like loud loud cheers and lots lots clapping.

then the show went on. theres 6 teams there and they all quite zai la. this round they just do their own choreoed thing and one of the teams will be ousted. theres no freestyling or any fancy thing, just they go up and dance to their song. yutaki was one of the judges. the other is sheila who's best gal dancer from some i dunno which comp.

the dances were super energy. and it really shows how much hair can help u bloat ur actions. then they also very sharp. but cos i was a lil on the wrong end of the height scale, and there were many photographers who were clogging the front areas, so i cant really see all of them. most groups got 3 ppl, then some had 4 one had 5. tt means everyone of them had to be really good and it was easy to compare ppl within the group. most of the groups had 2 ppl who really stood out from the rest. i think it comes out in their attitude/expression. ppl with the right attitude haf the necessary stage presence that makes them (look) better. and its really yux when u do ur dance without the right expression, and the other dancers have tt look. i think expression distinguishes the better from the not so good ones immediately.

i had hoped tt there would be more groups, but ok la, quite exciting. each group had their powerful side, and each group chose a different aspect to focus on. anyway i sorta know which group will be out le. the finals is at zouk and i do expect there to be more exciting things there. too bad tt i'm too young. (on a side note, the taxi driver who picked me up said i looked like i'm sec 1 ugh.. so even if i wanna sneak i cant)

hypothermia

you feel a cramp coming up in your stomach, and you feel a weakness in your legs building up. you keep going cos home is not too far away. until you see that ur vision is slowly going down.. and you realise that you cannot really see anymore. you sit by the grass resting ur head on ur knee, hoping it will make you feel better. you feel as though there is a packet of ice behind your head, at the back of your neck, behind your ears, and you feel as though there is cold sweat trickling out of your ears, and you feel cold all over.. you wait for the cold behind your head to go away, and gather all your strength to make a call for help.

help came but you could not pull yourself up yet. you wait a little longer and start to take a few steps to the nearest bus stop. and you feel your vision going away again so you walk quickly until you finally make your way to the bus stop where you collapsed into the seat and huddled yourself together for warmth. you try to gather enough warmth until you feel that you will be able to take the 1 minute of cold on the bus ride to the next bus stop.

after getting off the bus, you took stops at the gate of the estate as well as at the door of the building, and after a long 25 minutes, you manage to get back home. this route usually takes 5 minutes by walking.

I'm so thankful that my brother was awake and around
life is precious. treasure it

I hope you dance

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making

Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out Reconsider
Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance (Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance (Rolling us along)
I hope you dance (Tell me who)
I hope you dance (Wants to look back on their years and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
credits: http://www.angelfire.com/grrl/gloworm/dance.html

thanks for the song

另一张脸

刮了一阵大风 莫名其妙变天
无缘无故心情灰
站在窗前感觉就算世界少了我
其实也无所谓

蠢蠢欲动黑暗那一面
不停的在变形 吞掉我的极限
陷在又冷又黑的悲观里
就像出了另一张脸

看着这张陌生的脸 自己都讨厌
觉得心情起伏不定 没有人了解
觉得孤独想大声哭 觉得活得累
觉得一切一切 全都虚伪

我就像个傻子一样 笑着过一天
想要看着你的微笑 相信有明天
想要留下那一分钟 快乐的感觉
偏偏这张脸在我 意志脆弱 无奈 又胡思乱想
害怕时间出现 不了解

看不见 灰的脸 我的脸

I think this song is a wonderful song. Not cos i'm feeling like some depressed dejected blob now and that I can identify with the feelings.. but rather how sun yanzi brings out the whole angsty feeling in this laidback jazzy piece. Sounds like a paradox in itself. The accompaniment sorta paints the scenery of walking down some lonely, fallen leaves filled french road. The words run over quite fast and that usually gives a feeling of someone so stressed and troubled yet it matches perfectly with the freestyle jazzy accompaniment. And then the melody.. I think she's such a pro to manipulate her voice so well. she switches her voice from normal tone to the false high tone at the tails of notes without losing the power. Usually when people switch to false tones, the power of the voice dips, and gives the song a lack of uniformity in terms of timbre. However, in this song, the false tone bits and the switches helps to bring out the 不知所措 feeling without sounding too busy for a relatively relaxed accompaniment. And the lyrics are nice without being too chim. Some pro some pro. The song writer's a pro, the composer and arranger both pros, and the singer's some pro. wonderful piece.

its my 2nd time blogging today.dunno why blog so much. maybe cos i'm still pissed with my mum.ugh.

for some reason that i dunno of, i decided to come up with a list of things that i want. its want, cos i can live without them, even tho life could be so much better with them.

1. my converse jacket. i've no idea how i lost it. its not like its damn damn pretty or what. but its useful. and somehow got some attachment to it liao. and i wan it back. of course the horrid person who abducted it wun return it..i should get another for myself soon..

2. a memory stick. if possible, a camera. i think that many times there are nice moments that shouldnt be forgotten. like witnessing a tree being cut down. or seeing a cockatoo or bat fly pass my window. and my home camera always no memory stick. and most of the time also no batt. some useless camera. and my dad hates to bring camera out. so i really wan my own. so when i go overseas, i dun haf to rely on my dad's camera. well he dun trust me with it anyway. so i always go overseas with no cam. how sad.

3. heels. cos i haf no heels. and i dun look good in heels. but shoes dun suit all clothes and occasions. and heels haf their uses too...sometimes elevation is quite impt

4. a watch. i think i have no luck with watches. new ones always spoil like not too long after they were bought. =S i've been relying on my handphone. which can get quite useless when its exam time. and hp watches are not as accessible as a wrist watch. so like Mr Jeff, the guy at the ST Uni talk thing said, ppl should get watches.

5. a smaller bottle. this one is too big. it lasts me for 2 weeks. which is quite disgusting. and theres no loop to hold it. ok i'm being picky.

why liddat. this year is horrid year to get anything. cos i lose all of them. esp if someone else get for me. and some things become quite useless if u dun bring them out. and bringing them out means risking losing them. ahh

i best. i was gonna get them for myself. but i spent the money on shinhwa concert already. but its worth it.. its prolly their only concert in singapore, since they are growing old, and will be gone soon. so its worth going for the concert.. except that i would need heels

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i dun understand. is it very hard to trust me? or is it just my parents. or is it just my mum. aieeee

fireworks!

its minggy's bday today!
and its a very extra school day. that ended super super late. but it was such an extra school day, that ruth and i were some-bomb-dam high today that ppl thot i was a lil more than just retarded...

been so in the mood to celebrate national day lately. maybe cos this year i ish perfed twice for national day and i watched ndp and i love the theme song and i went to ndp.org.sg to download all the past year national day songs as well and i sang along with all the gusto thingies..hahahha

i really like this year's theme song's melody. (the words arent very good, and the english lyrics are quite crap. the chinese one's nicer) and i like kaira's voice. its very shu2 fu2 to hear. been singing it for the whole day. funny how i only sing it after national day itself lol.

and today as a conclusion to the festival of national day, we went to watch ze fireworks! =))
ok it wasnt a conclusion to the festvial of national day, it was celebration of minggy's bday!
we reached like 1 hour early and managed to get quite good spot... until people started crowding around us and we couldnt really see very well and i pitied all the kids around cos they were also having a hard time looking. but haha we were on slightly elevated ground. which is good cos after we stand up, we get full view of the fireworks!

and it was amazing. not the fireworks but how u see a sea of cameras and handphone cameras in the foreground of all the fireworks.. its like watching from those screens is more exciting than the real thing itself. anyway the fireworks were good.. and i luv the sawdust bits that came down ever so slowly. oh pretty pretty. golden ones were the bestest.

and we went for icecream after that. which we queued for 15 mins for and waited for half an hour before they served us.. haiyaiyai. and the ice cream that came was like half melted and all liquidy.. aieesh. we stayed out till kinda late..except i din find it that late.. its just our parents who thought "omg why is my daughter coming home at such late times"..

and my mum went to imagine wat could i be doing that made me come home so late.. haii she has wild imaginations. which were reflected in her loud loud screamings at me when i got home.. eesh

written 12aug 00:25am